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About Varied / Hobbyist Core Member Lauri Ailane (Grell Sutcliff)Female/United States Groups :iconblack-butler-lovers: Black-Butler-Lovers
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Tea and Crumpets

Cover Art for Tea and Crumpets, by the wonderful,

:iconfallnangeltears: fallnangeltears

So check their art out and show them some love.

Tea And Crumpets Undertaker Close Up by fallnangeltears Tea and Crumpets by fallnangeltears Tea And Crumpets Grell Close Up by fallnangeltears

Roleplay Partner:

:iconxenobiacat: Xenobiacat

To read click the cover

Can also be read at:

Archieve of Our Own (AO3)

DareDreemer - OC Commission by LALASOSU2 DareDreemer - Alternate commission by LALASOSU2

Moira Anderson (Atropos):
Commission Art by: LALASOSU2

When the Bell Tower Tolls

Cover Art for When the Bell Tower Tolls by the lovey

:iconmarimaripink: marimaripink

Please check out her art and show her some love.

Roleplay Partner:

:iconstickiebun13: StickieBun13

To read click the cover
Then just scroll down the list of works until you come to it.

Can also be read at:

Archeive of Our Own (AO3)
Again, just scroll down the list of works until you come to it.

Mature Content

Collab Gift: The Last Hour by StickieBun13

Collab Gift: The Last Hour (Lilith & Alan)
Fanart by: StickieBun13 & UnknownPaws

Takuya Uehara


I really want to play with him!

Websites and Blogs


Kuroshitsuji blogs:

Cheshire Grell




Loki (Female Clone) = The Avengers
Zombie Survivor = Stuck In Savannah
Grell Sutcliff (Modern) = Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Cheshire Cat (Lingerie) = Alice In Wonderland


Dirndl Grell (Fanart) = Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)

Planned Future Cosplays:

Grell Sutcliff (R-rated) = Kuroshitsuji Musical II
Grell Sutcliff (Traditional) = Kuroshitsuji
Aqua = KH Birth By Sleep
Alois Trancy = Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Christine Daae = Phantom of The Opera
Injection Fairy Lily = Yu-Gi-Oh Card
Nina Hopkins = Kuroshiutsji
The Green Witch = Kuroshitsuji
Shiemi Moriyama (Kimono) = Blue Exorcist)

William T. Spears


Kuroshitsuji Stamps

William T. by MonotoneJynx William x Grell Stamp by Narukami90 Grell Sutcliff stamp. by Cloudsdale
Kuroshitsuji: Grell Booty Call by Alaenakins Kuroshitsuji stamp by sequelle Kuroshitsuji: Will T Spears by Alaenakins
Grell Stamp by starfiregurl26 Kuroshitsuji Grim Reapers Stamp by AiselnePN Grell Sutcliff o2 by QuidxProxQuo
Grell X William stamp by khrazah the reason for red by xDragonair Sebastian FanGrell Stamp by AiselnePN
Ronalliam Stamp by StickieBun13 Undertaker Stamp wordfree by KitWolfren Claude Stamp 5 by cakoir
Drocell stamp by Julesie Black Butler Stamp by Armor-of-Fire Kuro: Drocell by Kaze-yo Pluto and Sebastian Stamp by Stalker-for-Hire Kuroshitsuji: Break It Down by Alaenakins Grell Sutcliff Stamp by HellviewResident
William x Grell Stamp by cleo-kitten Triplets Stamp 6 by cakoir Grell Sutcliff Stamp by Eckilsax
Undertaker stamp for KuraiNatome by Iloveyoukisshu Let's take a photo! {Kuroshitsuji Stamp} by SilkyBunny Snake stamp by ZZsStamps
KS: SebaGrell is my OTP by StampillaDiChocolat Slingphries stamp by StickieBun13 Kuroshitsuji: Black and Red Fan by StampillaDiChocolat
Grell Sutcliff Stamp 2 by Eckilsax



Lauri Ailane (Grell Sutcliff)
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
 photo BloodandFeathersCommission_zps2a6ffae1.jpg

About Me:

I'm a Scorpio who Loves all things Disney. I'm a natural born Preformer. I love photography second to preforming. I dream of one day visiting England, Ireland & Scotland. Music is oxygen to me. I study Dance, Theatre & Opera. I'm obsessed with; Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji), Phantom of the Opera & Kingdom Hearts. I'm from California. My favorite color is green. I'm unique & different. I love being a black sheep, being an individual. I'm like an onion, there are many layers to me. Just when you think you know me, you will discover I'm more than you could have ever imagined.

As far as writing goes, I have been telling stories since before I could read & write. I love movies & books. I have always been heavily inspired by visuals in movies & descriptions in books. I use that to my advantage when I write. I love details & am a stickler for them. My specialty when I write is, dreams & flashbacks. I have a tremendous amount of fun writing them. I have an addiction for fairy tales & draw a lot of inspiration from them. From classics to more modern ideas of fairy tales. In addition to writing Fanfics, I also write poetry. Though for poetry I have to be moved to write it. Poetry is not something that easily comes to me & most times it comes to me when I'm sound asleep. Now days I mainly write Fanfics with one of several RP partners, whom I love dearly & have become my best friends. I will say my weakest point when writing is grammar. It was never my strongest point & I am terrible about run on sentences. I am working on it constantly & studying with the goal of continuously growing as a writer & fine tuning my craft. I hope that you enjoy my page & the up & coming adventures that will eventually be making their way here.

My Besties (online and offline):

:iconfallnangeltears: :iconstickiebun13: :iconshadowrunner240: :iconlilyspears: :iconsweetlittlevampire: :iconunknownpaws: :iconstarsubeki:



I'm sitting in bed,
feeling blah,
wearing red.
I took a nap,
it didn't help,
I still feel like crap.



Journal Entry: Wed Aug 12, 2015, 7:07 PM

Right now I feel hurt, angry, upset, tired, sad, frustrated and a whole slough of other feelings. I am moody and broody. I want someone to talk to and yet I want to be left the fuck alone. Today started off good. I had a few laughs. Then ignorance reared its ugly head. The pile has continued to mount and while I love to write my feelings and my emotions out. It is therapeutic for me. I often find I am afraid to state my feelings on matters, publicly. I should be able to speak my mind without fear of repercussions or judgement. After all those who are not accepting of different ideals and judge you for them, really aren’t people I should be associated with. Yet I continue to hide them. 

It does not help that I have parents that do not understand. Do not believe me. And they themselves say ignorant and hurtful things. I honestly try not to do the same to them, but I am human and regardless of how hard I try not to, I often snap back. Sometimes I believe I am part snapping turtle. And it seems the older I get the more frustrated I get. 

It gets tiring feeling so much. I wish there was an on and off switch to my emotions. Often they rush from me like a raging water. Nothing violent, but still when I am struck emotionally, it feels like a dam bursts and all of  my feelings come pouring out. I feel too much. Everything amplifies and then with one statement a match is lit and an explosion occurs. I literally can be deeply hurt by just one look. One word. I am sensitive. I am passionate. And I am empathetic. The degree to which I feel is over bearing at times. 

I have once again been reduced to tears over a reaction. Something ignorant, followed by anger, followed by hurt, followed by shame. It is a roller-coaster I can never seem to get off of. Even now I feel like screaming and hiding at the same time. I cannot stop the tears. Why do I let someone get to me like this? Under my skin, so deeply? Why cannot I stay quite like I do my views to the public? I am frustrated. I am confused. I want to turn off my emotions. I want a break. I want to be numb for a period of time. Not worry. Not fear. Not let anyone get to me. Just be me. 


  • Mood: Rant
  • Playing: Pokemon Shuffle & Rumble
  • Drinking: Water


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Demiaco Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Artist
Love ur pic's!
SweetLittleVampire Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You´ve been tagged! OMG someone tagged me! :D :la:
...but only if you feel like it. ^^
KiraiMirai Featured By Owner Edited Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favourites!
Please check out my gallery when you can.

Please join :iconv--flower:
Don't forget to give this Facebook page a like!: I'm Just Your Problem.

Also, dat William gif though. He's the bae. <3
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StruckByThePlague Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the llama =) <3
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Jojofanart Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Happy brithday dear :hug: i wish you a wonderfull evening :hug:
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Janaa-Chan Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014
Happy birthday dear!
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Shadowrunner240 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014   Writer
Happy birthday! c:
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LisameOtori Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy B-day to you! ~ :D
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LDFranklin Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014   Photographer
:party:  Happy Birthday! :cake:
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Happy Birthday ^^
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