Bleed MeBleed meBleed Me by DareDreemer
Drain the pain from within
As blackness crashes down upon me
Threatening to destroy what's left of me
What was once light is now black
The chains rattle at my wrists
And at my ankles
The bars are cold and unyielding
Will I know freedom ever again?
I shiver and sit in silence
I say again
The quiet is deafening
Trapped in an endless dream
Once there was fresh grass to trod
Now only cold hard ground
Don't let me drown in my tears
Make the hurt end
Let me see the light, I plead
I want to walk beneath the stars
Tears stain my cheek, slithering down
Why am I here?
What is this torture?
I whimper desperately
Take what you came her for...
So that I can live once more
My ApologyOutwardly I always wore a smile,My Apology by DareDreemer
I was pretending that everything was alright and that nothing was wrong.
And though perhaps not everyday was that true,
But most days inside, I was crying, I was no longer strong.
A few close at hand, got a window view.
They saw the truth, the lies that could not hide.
I was fortunate that they could see through the facades.
That they chose to have faith and stood by my side.
They do not know all the tears they wiped away,
Or how they kept me going, when I could barely stand to walk.
All the times they sat up late at night with me, until the dark and dismal morn.
They helped me when no one else could get me to talk.
If only you knew the anguish that has eroded my heart,
The guilt and the feeling of despair.
How I longed to have things back the way they use to be,
To step out side, to breathe and kiss the cool evening air.
I know I have hurt you and left you without any answers.
It wasn't my intention to forget you.
Oh, if only I had seen sooner, w
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Collab Gift: The Last Hour (Lilith & Alan)
Fanart by: StickieBun13 & UnknownPaws
Loki (Female Clone) = The Avengers
Zombie Survivor = Stuck In Savannah
Grell Sutcliff (Modern) = Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Cheshire Cat (Lingerie) = Alice In Wonderland
Dirndl Grell (Fanart) = Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Planned Future Cosplays:
Grell Sutcliff (R-rated) = Kuroshitsuji Musical II
Grell Sutcliff (Traditional) = Kuroshitsuji
Aqua = KH Birth By Sleep
Alois Trancy = Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Christine Daae = Phantom of The Opera
Injection Fairy Lily = Yu-Gi-Oh Card
Nina Hopkins = Kuroshiutsji
The Green Witch = Kuroshitsuji
Shiemi Moriyama (Kimono) = Blue Exorcist)
I'm a Scorpio who Loves all things Disney. I'm a natural born Preformer. I love photography second to preforming. I dream of one day visiting England, Ireland & Scotland. Music is oxygen to me. I study Dance, Theatre & Opera. I'm obsessed with; Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji), Phantom of the Opera & Kingdom Hearts. I'm from California. My favorite color is green. I'm unique & different. I love being a black sheep, being an individual. I'm like an onion, there are many layers to me. Just when you think you know me, you will discover I'm more than you could have ever imagined.
As far as writing goes, I have been telling stories since before I could read & write. I love movies & books. I have always been heavily inspired by visuals in movies & descriptions in books. I use that to my advantage when I write. I love details & am a stickler for them. My specialty when I write is, dreams & flashbacks. I have a tremendous amount of fun writing them. I have an addiction for fairy tales & draw a lot of inspiration from them. From classics to more modern ideas of fairy tales. In addition to writing Fanfics, I also write poetry. Though for poetry I have to be moved to write it. Poetry is not something that easily comes to me & most times it comes to me when I'm sound asleep. Now days I mainly write Fanfics with one of several RP partners, whom I love dearly & have become my best friends. I will say my weakest point when writing is grammar. It was never my strongest point & I am terrible about run on sentences. I am working on it constantly & studying with the goal of continuously growing as a writer & fine tuning my craft. I hope that you enjoy my page & the up & coming adventures that will eventually be making their way here.
My Besties (online and offline):
Well folks, I’m back. The past few weeks have been a whirl wind. I finally got my spare bedroom turned into my cosplay room and then I had to pack and leave for con. This past weekend was SacAnime Summer. It was a blast. Made a couple of new friends. Hosted the Black Butler Gathering for the first time with StarSubeki. That was awesome. I hope we get to do that again. Found some really awesome things in dealers all. Hung out with old friends. Met lots of awesome and talented artists. Introduced a new cosplay. Wore my brand new 60 inch Grell wig. Basically that went to the back of my heels….lol Surprisingly it held up well and was comfortable. I actually really enjoyed wearing it. Met some awesome voice actors that were just the friendliest.
Overall it was just a wonderful Labour Day weekend. I already miss it and yet I am relieved it is all over….lol Needless-to-say, I am exhausted. I spent Monday just relaxing and yesterday I started to catch up on life. It is always hard to jump back into reality. Pictures will be posted soon. Along with stories. As usual I forgot to take my camera out and use it. So most of my pictures will be of the gathering, but there will be some. Until then, thank you for your patience. I have missed you all very much. (hugs) As soon as I get caught up, rps will be got to as well. For now, I hope everyone is having a lovely day/evening.